SPRING BREAK ... BEGIN

And who can understand?

And who can understand
the pressure of my pain
the terror of my moments
the agony of my shame

And who can understand
the source of my joy
the crack of my smile
the filling in my eyes

And who can understand
with a benefit of a doubt
with critical love
with a love that knows

And who can understand
all that I desire
all that I mean
and all that I do and don't

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Is there such a word for that?

You guys...

It's an amazing feeling finishing your homework on a Sunday night at an early hour way before sleep time.  Just doing so makes me feel like Monday won't be too bad.

I'll check the theory out!

PS: Prayers out to all of my university friends on their finals week! Good luck!

Sad Contentment

"I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Gives you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take you to every party
Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man"
-Bruno Mars, "When I Was Your Man" 

I wonder if there's such a word that describes the emotion as in the last chorus.  Before that part, I definitely felt the regret and sadness, but the last chorus is different, I feel.

The last chorus is sadly content.  It's a mixture of having let go and still aware of the reprecussions of his actions, mindful of his inability to change what can no longer be changed. 

A smile

I can remember a smile for ages.

When the ball gets rolling...

it really rolls.

Beauty

It's clear to me when I have just witnessed, realized, experienced... beauty.  There's an outpouring from within me without bounds when it happens.  The feelings I have is a mixture of disbelief and understanding, warmth, empathy, happiness, and hope. And what was once darkness inside, is now light.  And what was once broken inside, is now repaired.  And what was once hopelessness inside, is now fortified love.