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January 18, 2015

On priority

I haven't blogged since last year. That must say something about my life. Lol

Hello 2015 :) I think I'm due for a simple reflection post.

I am a simple guy.  I work well when I have my mind set to one particular task.  I also try to multitask lest I become too focused on something and miss out on other things, but this has been more of the exception than the rule in recent days.

I want to do a lot of things, but I can't do everything. I try to do everything. But the driving factor becomes the driving factors.  Instead of swimming in the deep end, I swim throughout the entire pool.   I haven't been going too far in one direction, I've been stretching in all directions... and I'm not that flexible.  Of course I'd like to do more.  And I try.  But I need to focus now.

In recent days, I haven't had a lack of inspiration. On the contrary, I've been inspired to focus on a main goal.  A purpose, even.  Where I could help out a lot of people.  Where I can do God's work.

I have found that a lot of people take offense easily when they are declined of any sort of plan going through. And while this isn't a call to stop such efforts, it's an opportunity to increase in compassion for each other.  Denial can seem bitter, but intentions never prove to be so.  The pitfall is if the actions don't elicit any consideration. You can indeed be considerate without being able to attend.  You can indeed show solidarity in more ways than one.

As far as my current plans, especially this new year, I've simply become more focused.  Not boring. Not recluse. Not lame. Not nerdy.  Not uptight. Not being unable to relax. Not unsociable. Not being unable to chill. Not being unable to lend support.

Just trying to do my best at what I think will be the best for me so that I can help out a lot of people later on.