Aftermath

Math is the key word. So! I haven't blogged in a long time. I haven't had much time to myself these past days. It sucks. I think if I counted how much sleep I've had the past weekday (not including Monday b/c it was a holiday), I think it would be about 19 hours. Nineteen divided by four, about five hours a night! Eeek. I haven’t even had a decent dream this past week. And I love my dreams, b/c everything happens that I want to happen in my dreams.

Calculus is hard for me, Chemistry could be better. Microbiology is pretty fun, in fact this weekend I have to get a water sample to cultivate. I’m so excited, I’m going to San Francisco tomorrow, or San Jose…, either way I hope to attain some H20 for Micro. I actually like working with bacteria. It’s not too shabby a gig. I could see myself in some major R&D for something in the future. And last but not least, Econ. It’s okay, I like the teacher. I don’t usually sleep in school, but this past week since I haven’t gotten much sleep, I seem to re-slumber then.

The economy is one whole matter of itself (“You’re so antimatter….”). It’s crazy what’s happening this time of…time. I joke around, but I swear to you if it does happen, the worst economic downturn since the Great Depression, I TERM THESE YEARS “THE GREATER DEPRESSION”…

Okay, so it’s not really a joking matter. But still…

Thought for the blog: Ever had to vie for something? Of course you had. Everyone has to vie for something. I’ve vied for a lot things. But I have to admit. Sometimes I wish that I didn’t have to vie anymore. No I’m not lazy. Just on some nights, I think to myself, “I’m tired of vying”, or “Why vie?”. Sometimes I wish I didn’t have to vie. But who am I to deserve something that’s meant to be vied for?

It seems to me, so long as people vie, people try. But for me, from now on I’ll still try, but I won’t vie. I’m good, homie – I don’t need compliments on my accomplishments. But watch it, haha, what I do to try, you probably won’t be able to vie with.

“Best body temperature: Warm heart, cool head.” – Vintage Park Community Church Billboard.