Speechless

Quite often I get speechless, and for many different reasons.

I find it honestly perplexing how there really isn't a way to fully describe in words (or at least, I haven't found them yet - in experience or study) the feeling of the worst sadness, pain, emptiness, and defeat in perhaps the same way it's exteremly difficult to fully describe transcendental joy, love, happiness, and fulfillment.  I don't think the "Sapir-Whorf hypothesis" applies here either; these are things we feel but of which (in my attempts) have no right wording.  At least, I haven't found the right words yet. 

So I'm hoping for that special someone out there some day to look into my soul and find the indescribable me there - the me of no words, the speechless me.