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September 8, 2016

Pride, status, and shame

Yes, all in one blog.

Currently drinking deleteriously expensive yet indescribably delicious coffee.  Still cheaper than a drink at some dive bars, especially given the development of the new Golden 1 arena downtown.  To each one's own, I guess. There's always a rationalization for ones own expenses -- better yet, when said rationalization is dependent on the (even perceived) perception of another person.  That being said, is there a price point for authenticity?  It would seem that even if there was one it would be dictated by the market in some way, shape, or form.

As for shame, it truly isn't a construct in a vacuum.  I can be ashamed of myself.  Indeed, many times I am ashamed of myself. Yet, this is only magnified by how I perceive other would view my situation. Perhaps even more so, how I perceive God would view my actions (I tend to err on the side of a deprecated view, which I would probably agree upon).  But here's the thing about shame, in spite of its connected nature: there's a ground to its depression.  Unlike pride, its eventually satiated.  Pride always asks for more, shame -- never, and it can end only in one of two ways: ultimate self-destruction or humility.

Having no shame really is bad.

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