You.

Song: "Ordinary Love" by MYMP
Mood: Okay :)

Hi.

There is probably only one thing that can occupy my mind and completely distract me from everything else that I am doing at the moment. That is thinking about you. This is a blog to you.

I don't know when exactly I'll finally be able to talk with you. I guess there must be some odd reason why I can't have you in my life right now. It's like, I wish you were though because the other things and people in my life aren't too interesting. I think you would be the most interesting person I'd ever meet and talk with. I don't get why I get tired of other people, things, but I never get tired thinking about you. You are pretty special, you know that? I bet you don't, at least not right now.

I don't know what's happening in your life right now. I hope that everything is okay. I bet you're probably stressing about your future as much as I am - or maybe not. Maybe you're already set for your future - you probably know where you want to go and what you want to be when you grow older. I wish I could say the same.

I hope stress doesn't get the best of you. It is for me. I think I'm doing too much honestly. But you, I think you probably strive under that pressure. Haha, or I think you probably don't even have that pressure because you're not a procrastinator at all. You probably are so organized and you probably don't waste time like I do.

You're also probably not very slow, unlike me. I've noticed that about myself, I tend to be very slow when I learn new things and it takes me a while to become not so bad. You probably get things done right the first time.

You also probably have a lot of guys crushing on you. I know that's a fact. There's probably some other dude right now feeling for you as bad as I am, probably even worse than I am. Poor guy. You probably like him right now too. I wonder if you have a boyfriend right now. It's okay if you do. Just don't hurt the poor guys heart too bad. Help him to grow, impact his life so that he can find his true love. I'm sure that your an amazing girlfriend and person to be with. Just make sure you know that he's not the only guy out there, and there probably is somebody better... (Ahem)

I wonder if you're afraid to take chances, because I'm not. I also have no shame, I wonder if you're ready for that when you meet me. I hope you're okay with it, I mean I am a little different from most guys. I'm not trying to toot my horn or anything, but I'm that "nice guy" everyone talks about. I'm pretty happy of it too. But don't worry, just because some people don't think I can protect you because I seem too nice...Let me tell you, I promise you when you and I are together I won't let anything or anyone hurt you.

And I know you'll be okay. You might or might not be going through some problems, but if you are, I'm sure you'll be okay. Just cause I'm not with you right now, that just means Jesus is there protecting you and loving you and watching over you right now. Trust me, I know, I ask Him every night to. And I'm pretty confident with that.